I don't really understand life. It can be so confusing. I often wonder why some people have really good lives and others don't. At least God knows... He has his reasons. I just wish that my life made sense. Sometimes giving up seems like an easier option than understanding life. Do you ever feel really undeserving? I do all the time. There are lots of people who love me and I can't fully comprehend why! I can't comprehend much at all. Hmmm.