hmmm. feeling lonely right now. I dunno what it is. It kinda is a depressing feel, one that I can't controll. I guess I feel tired, and I have nothing to do. It is weird. lately everything has been weird. *sigh* what can I do>? :( Yesterday I thought everything was going to start to get better, but I can't help but wonder when.
Maybe I am just looking at things the wrong way. Maybe I need to be more positive... who knows.
anyway, gotta go be more bored